colours of mine ♥

1st month of the year had finally past..

many stuff that i planned did not done,

many chances came and i wasted it one by one,

the gap between us is slightly closer,

but i just wanna know what are you thinking...

i am really so close to you,

but i am not brave enough to hold you,

sometimes i really had plan in my mind,

it seems to be perfectlly planned ,

but when i saw you,

i couldn't resist the fear...

and the plan didn't happerned

i'm really couldn't understand myself..

why am i still not doing something when i really like you soooo much!!!

everytime i get some news from my friends about you,

i was like doesn't care much about it,

but seriouslly i will be thinking/figuring about it for a period of time..

many times i met you,

i really wanted to talk to you,

when i approach to you,

i will just only smile and greet you..

WHAT A DISASTER IS THIS!!

why will i scared of talk, text and even chat thru msn with you???

i scared i'm annoying you..

i swear i gave many many of excuses to not to face the truth,

because i have no courage in doing it..

i swear i viewed your blog and your page everyday,

because i really miss you..

i just wanna know how are you doing today...

I AM SCARED TO LOSE YOU 1 DAY...