Saturday, March 27, 2010

i don't know who am i? :(

These days,
I'm heading back towards the old me again.
I really don't know what am I thinking at all..
I seems to be pretty sure of something that i'm not sure of  :(
is that what I'm just imagining or that is really what is happerning?
if it is real,
why will my thoughts change so fast?



I really don't know who am I?
I hate to judge others, when I myself is not perfect.
but I really hope that my friends won't be that kind of person,
I'm trying my best not to listen to what others are saying 
and do anything that follows my feelings,
I hope no one will prove me wrong one day.











Saturday, March 20, 2010

this is the second time, i gonna cherish it.

Dang! holidays is going to end in just 3 more days.
i really hate this! i'm so not ready :(
still with the amount of home work that i had not even touch at all, DIE! :(
i am hoping for a longer holiday,
i wanted to enjoy it before the school re-operns.
that's when there's not much time for enjoying left
and everyone will be too busy to even think about having fun.


this sunday, going out to junkai and suisin's birthday party,
i'm gonna become broke again.
that day is definitelly alot of fun awaiting us.
i'm really looking forward to it.
jun kai and sui sin:
"i 'm here first wish u all a early birthday,
have fun this sunday,
and don't forget to belanja us also XD"


these days,
everyone really changed alot,
i hope this same goes to me. ^^
this time is the second time,
feelings from the past i coming back again,
and i'm not sure of it!
i hope i won't over think anything again,
Hong Yaw, MAKE IT CLEAR!!!








Wednesday, March 17, 2010

i'm back again~ looking for a NEW me

i'm back again!
it had been ages eversince i last updated my blog.
no more emo post again, 
i'm now a happy person. 
"goodbye trouble!!" : )

in these period of time, 
i had been through a lot of things,
both happy and sad happernings.
i really hope i had became a better person..

some matter i hope i had really let it go,
letting go is really the best way for me get to know others more,
this goes same to her.
feelings of the past is all just what i'm thinking, imagining and dreaming.
i had stuck in a imaginary world for such a long time,
dreaming for so long,
its really time for me to wake up :)

i can just say,
cherish the people you REALLY love,
love someone is not something wrong,
do anything that u feel is right,
and never boast about it..

"no one gives a damn what are you doing to he or she.
 you need not to share your great great story about you 
 and her to the whole world! no one is interested with it!"