hoping for a betta day2mr !!!!

oh man...
i just saw something that i dont expect it to happern and dont hope it to happern...
my emotions are just like those smileys above..
i was a while happy, a while moody and a while neither both..
i wonder why human beings likes to find trouble themselve..
isn't it happier to live as an innocent small kid that totally dunno what is happerning around them...nothing much to care about and there will not be so many stress!!!!
the only words i can say to myself is "You can't force someone to like you; all you can do is become someone who others like; the rest is up to them"(sounds familliar right??)
some stuff that you does not expect it to happern had already happern...
so what can i do???
i will just don't think about it so much and be myself, try not be moody anymore..
cheers!!!! =) :) ^m^
these few days i'm kind of addicted with blogging...
maybe i'm too free staying at home during this whole entire holidays..
reading others blog, managing my own blog is now my way to spend off my time..
i'm even free enough to read almost all the post of some fellows blog..
blogging is kind of interesting stuff ...
its kind of writing diary which is readable by the others..
and also a best way to express your feelings that you may not brave enough to say it out..
there will be some blogs that have some meaningful posts that are quite touch..
as example, a blog through link of the others which is titled "read me grow, don't watch me grow"
but sometimes weird situation do happerns...
i have no idea should i drop a comment especially in some blog,
u feel like leaving a comment but it will be very weird if u r the onli 1 hu had commented it...
Aargggghhhh!!!!!! why i'm not a 3 year old child....
stress.. stress.. stress.. :(

finally, i managed to change my blog skin..

yeap yeap hurray...
a round applause for me!!! =)
i finally managed to explore the ways of customizing the blogskin all by my own..
Awww...
its 2.53 am now,
i dunno why im still so energetic..
these days ever since holidays had started
i always sleep at about 2am..
its kind of habit for me because there will be no school for the next day..
today just came back from kl, my sis's hostel...
its not a enjoying trip these 3 days,
my parents and I went up kl to do the passport of my sis and we have only a small amount of time to have fun..
haiz...
sometimes i will wonder why people will be so sad when family members are leaving them,
but when u really experience it u will really feel it...
she will be going to india to study for 2 and half years
from the march of 2010...
its just few months more... T.T
she will not have much chance to come back to malaysia in these period of time...
if i say i doesnt miss her it will really be a nonsense...
this week onwards, many of my friends are going to work part time..
we will have lesser time to go and hangout but its a good chance for me to save some money..
i'm so broke now!!!!
i wonder why my parents care so much about me ...
their overconcerning limited my activities during the holidays..
luckily they will still let me go out with friends..
if not i sure that i will die of boredom in my room!!!
its 3.07 am now, i really cant figure out what to write now..
so its time to bed!!!
hope you all will like my new blog skin..
Awwwww.... gudnitez =)
*waiting someone to teach me to do link*

tired..tired..tired...

FREAKING TIRED NOW....
jus have fun the whole afternoon...
spended alot of money but it really worth it.
today, i think is the 1st day of holiday,
go hangout with a group of friends....
i tried bowling that i had not playing it for a long time...
i think the last time i touched bowling was 1 year ago with my mum n my sis..
haiz...
my nails broke after my 1st throw of the bowling  T.T
luckily it was'nt pain at all but i was shock when i found out that my nails broke...
i was the one who recieved the "juara longkang"
i only have 21 points after the whole  game..
what a sad score, but i really dont mind it at all.. haha =)
after bowling we go and catch PHOBIA 2...
a movie that is consists of  horror, comedy and some disgusting... ewww!!!!
it is still a movie that is not bad but NOT AGAIN!!!
the last part of the movie is the best part..
its all totally about human being misunderstanding human for being a ghost...
it sounds very complicated right...
jus dont bother the crap im writing la.. haha
my future idol!!!

KATE i think...
this is the human being who is been misunderstood as a ghost...
after the movie, we went red box...
took some random photos that i will post soon..
REMINDER: PREPARE A BASIN OR PLASTIC BAG BECAUSE THE POST MAY CAUSE   NAUSEOUS
this was the 1st time having the big room of red box,
we managed to get it because there is no more small room available...
its kind of lucky,
there is also ps3 for us to play...

this is all of us la... the 3rd from the left is the most handsomme de la.. hehe..

future superstar...

too free... pay to go play ps3 in red box..
there is some more to be upload but i dont know hw to upload video, so hope jun kai will do it so...
after today i will not be going  anymore for this week,
im going to kl n see my sis this friday, so im gonna miss some outingf on this weekend,,
but nevermind la...

 

im looking forward to watch this 2 see this two movies...
new moon will be showing on 26/11/09 and ninja assasin on the 27/11/09
hope i have a chance to watch it....

this is my 10th post..

this is my 10th post ever since i started blogging..
i had experienced alot of things throughout this period of time that had make me a different person now although it might not be the perfect one...
i think many people will wonder why this post is in english when i had already have 9 post in chinese...
i just can say that due to the responces on the last post, i am trying to express my thoughts in another way...
exam had just past yesterday, is it a kind of relieve to me???
i can just say that its really is a relieve after a 3 weeks of TORTURE!!!!
these few days after the exam i can say is my best days in my life until now...
started from tuesday, i started with my holidays plan...
that day was the last day of exam for those who are not taking chinese...
i went football after school at the school feild ...
it was a rainny day and its my first time experience to have a football match in the rain...
haiz... i was SCREWED by my mum when i reached home...
i wonder why she bothers so much of my exam when i myself also dont care....
but it is just some small matter... some arguing in families is an very normal stuff la...
yesterday, my last day of exam, was a wonderful day...
i had not tried before spending so much time in redbox...
its like 5-6 hours but its a really wonderful time..
yesterday also was my first time experince to sing an english song in red box...
i sang "touch my hand" by david archuleta...
the first word appears i my mind when i found out its without lyrics is "OH MY GOSH!!!!!"
but when the music starts i have all the lyrics rushing out of my mind...
LUCKILY!!! it wasnt an emberassing moment for me....
i sang smoothly throught out the song...
i was like "ok... i made it" when i finished the song...
i really had fun yesterday although i really didnt sang much...
but seriouslly the time we spend with true friends are really happy no matter how boring is it...
today is the day where 2012  shows on cinema...

it is the movie that i wanted to see it so much..
finally i had chance to do so..
this upcoming week will be the last schooling week in 2009...
i am not going to waste my time staying at home facing all the walls..
call me go out pls...
i will die at home every second i stay in it..
THIS LAST FEW SENTENCE IS DESIGNATED TO SEOW
thank you for your outing yesterday, i have great time yesterday
u did a great job...
just dont waste it...
plan your time wisely, try dont let these stuff affects yr SPM next year..

还有最后三天！！！！

好不容易熬过了两个星期的折磨，

终于有两天的空档了啦！！！

这一次年终大考是我一生中最烂的一次了啦。。

不知为什么，

以前考试时的紧张及担心都没有了。。

这段考试的期间，

我可以说是最轻松的咯。。。

每天呆在书桌那儿不是发呆就是按电话，

我只知道我真的变懒散了啦！！！！

最近我跟一些朋友聊天多了，

我才发现到可以跟朋友相处的日子是最快乐的。

可惜在一间男校里哪里会有一群感情很好的朋友呢？？

真的很向往跟香蕉们相处的日子 。。。

我们班里的同学有这样的交情那有多好啊！！！！

每天大家可以开玩笑，回家后还会有联络，互相关信彼此。

大家难道每天在班上除了玩大老二和游戏王以外都没有什么东西了。。。

难道你们就真的要这样过掉你们的中学生涯吗？？？

我真的不想在明年SPM过后只有一种解脱的感觉。。。

大家一点都不会思念大家的啦。。。。

还有一年多中学生涯就要完了，

我真的不想就这样离开SDJ咯，

一点回忆都没有。。。

这是间混校有多好啊！！！！

我现在只想要在最后的一年里，活到最开心，

希望不会带着遗憾离开中学 :)

我现在才发现到我醒悟的太迟了，

之前3年的时间里真的是让我白白的浪费了。。

我真不想再做回以前的我啊！！！！